I am starving (not really, but I am fiercely hungry), but feel compelled to blog this thought that was with me throughout my run. Being outdoors centers me; it causes me to be introspective and allows me a broader view of the life going on around me.
So, aside from thinking, I hate this and why am I running?, I was thinking about how hard life appears. Once we're into the adult/destined to work 40 hrs a week phase, it's easy to lose sight of the things that are important and even harder to get them back. It's particularly easy to take comfort with how things are already going, even though we'd like to make some changes.
For instance, I am pretty lazy and have more free time available to me than most people do. But, instead of doing the things I REALLY want to be doing (writing and reading, because sometimes I think my life depends on that), I prefer to sit and daydream. That's fun and a healthy thing to do (everyone needs to do more of it), but I tend to do too much.
Maybe the key is to remind ourselves that life isn't really that hard, we just need to work at the things we want to change. I'm hoping that running 3x a week will put me on a schedule and help me to prioritize other things that I need to do.
So, this week's personal theme: to actualize the changes I want to see in my life. It can't be that hard.